April 2010
36 posts
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are you a caring person?
how could i not be caring? i am not committing suicide right now, because i *care* about being alive. and even if i was committing suicide, it would be because i care enough about the misery of my life enough to go through the trouble of suicide.
i am alive because i do what is necessary to survive, like eating and sleeping and maintaining personal hygiene (or is this necessary? i would think so,...
March 2010
124 posts
not even close
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are you happy?
not yet
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mmm! →
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christ this looks good
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What do you think is the most important thing...
you CAN run away from your problems. and while it’s not a complete solution, it’s a fucking good start.
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what would you do to a lemon?
probably throw it. i wouldn’t eat it so it could either get old and rot in my fridge or halfway down my street. so i would probably just see how far i could throw it.
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i don't mean this in a rude way, but why are you...
i don’t know. it’s definitely not a choice. if i had more money i would eat more/better, but it’s not like i ever starve myself now. i don’t work out or exercise because i don’t want to. maybe i have a tapeworm or something, but i don’t like to think about that because it’s gross.
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Currenting working on any new music?
currenting, no.
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If you could ask God one question what would it...
what the fuck is wrong with you?
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what's one musical piece written by you that you...
extremely difficult question, but the answer is the shit luck version of “pay me some attention”
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unfortunately there is a geographical distance,...
i had so so so so so much fun in that band, more than any other music-making thing i have done. i think we could’ve actually made something out of the band if we would’ve went about things differently, and by that i mean playing as many shows as possible and not worrying so much about recording things.
i think the reason everything stopped was just because of other things in our...
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This was bellwork the other day in speech. There...
i would go into the room with the armed assassins. they have no reason to shoot me. if anything, it would give me to opportunity to join them and make some money taking out whoever they were after. but if they are trying to assassinate someone, why the fuck are they just sitting in a room together?
wait… this makes no sense. it’s risky business assigning “plenty” of...
my bitch's shoes make love to my
i think i’m getting sick. i’m pretty sure i’m getting sick. i know i’m getting sick. am i upset? kind of. at least i will have something to do. something to think about. something will be going on in my life. then once i get better…….. back to reality. the void.
i am so much of a spectator here.
when are people just going to start looking identical?...
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anyone you've lost touch with?
yes, almost everyone actually.
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What celebrity would play you in a movie about...
Luke Wilson
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g4b-iii-deactivated20110626 asked: you're not allowed to give up. <3
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If you won a million dollars what would you do...
buy a small house in toronto, an imac, and maybe a new synth or drum machine. probably buy some new clothes, too. then just put the rest away until i need it.
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What was your worst travel experience?
in the summer of 2005 i went to australia with my family. i was really bummed about going because i was in an awesome relationship with a girl and wouldn’t see her for 5 weeks. i spent the first half of the holiday upset because i missed her, and the second half of the holiday depressed because she broke up with me over the phone. it was really a lose-lose situation.
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i want to give up
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i miss the way you used to be but now you're...
i miss the way i used to be too. now i seem really conceited and full of myself because i don’t have many friends so i spend most of my time alone. when i’m by myself so much i end up online a lot, and write about my thoughts on my blog and take photos of myself for facebook and make sad/mad songs.
i used to be so much better because i had people in my life that i cared about so so so...
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Does anything exist? It seems like that...
it did end that way. i wish we could’ve finished it.
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Well, I once knew you, at least I thought I did....
why not send me a message on facebook so i know who you are, and then maybe we can talk. not a lot of progress is going to be made if you remain anonymous.
also, i didn’t mean to be nasty to you in the last reply. i’m sorry if it came across that way.
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i don’t know how i feel i don’t know how i feel i don’t know how i feel i don’t know how i feel i don’t know how i feel i don’t know how i feel i don’t know how i feel i don’t know how i feel
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You're sort of like me. If we were real friends,...
i would love to have a “real” friend who would be okay with being bored with me.
tell me who you are, please, and maybe then i will tell you what i’m thinking about.
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I hope you do. When you were younger what did you...
the only thing i’ve wanted to be other than a musician is a meteorologist. this was when i was in elementary school. i had a few weather books that i liked, both for the words and the pictures. i remember i found hurricanes especially interesting. i remember reading about the eye and eye wall of a hurricane.
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Are you the same person you were when you were 16?...
it’s funny that you say i’m obviously not the same person as i was when i was 16, because i feel like the exact same person i was when i was very little. i have home videos of me as an infant doing things are totally “me.” it’s almost scary how much i haven’t changed over time.
i turned 16 during the first semester of my sophomore year of high school. i really...
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Why are you so cute?
my mom’s answer: “cute is one of the last things i’d call you right now.”
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If you could go ANYWHERE where would you go. You...
Reykjavik or Sydney (again) or Toronto (again) or caldwell
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When is the last time you got the sudden urge to...
i guess sometimes i want to rip out of my skin. but i think more often i just want to slam myself into a wall, without the exploding into water part.
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If you had the opportunity to live one year of...
2008
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after a while you’re just not sexually frustrated anymore. you accept your fate and adapt.
will i ever hold hands with someone again? the answer could be no. who’s to say? they’re called terminal diseases for a reason.
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What was the best concert you went to?
either
animal collective @ stubb’s, june ‘09
or
dan deacon @ emo’s, october ‘09
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Do you believe in God?
nope
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Do you have any scars on your body? If so, how'd...
yes, self-harm
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If you could eliminate one thing you do each day...
urinating
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Listen
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If you could instantly become fluent in another...
icelandic. i love the way it sounds and looks. but word on the street is that it’s one of the hardest languages to learn. guess you gotta pay the co$t to be tha bo$$.
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engaged engaged engaged engaged engaged engaged engaged engaged engaged what a secret botfly fall 2010 click click click click click click click click click your body covered in butter naked on a beach with a shovel digging your own grave digging your own grave digging your own grave
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you da j-u-m-p o-off
i’m the j-u-m-p o-off
i’m the j-u-m-p o-off
i’m the j-u-m-p o-off
i’m— the mother— fucking jump off
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What was the worst place you've traveled to?
i wouldn’t say paris is the worst place i’ve traveled, but i definitely had the worst time in paris out of all the places i’ve been to. so it was more me than the place. i must admit it has kind of put me off ever going back though.
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sxsw
so i am doing the very minimal sxsw experience, just because i only have one friend in austin (not a pity party… truth) and a full time job. but i just walked around red river and 6th with my friend wayne for a few hours and it was awesome.
WHY? because i totally walked past cassie and katy from vivian girls and was like, “UM WAIT. THAT WAS—-” so we went back to said hi...