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1990
completely overwhelmed with life at the moment.
life can be so difficult and sometimes i just want to say FUCK IT I AM KILLING MYSELF FOR REAL THIS TIME FUCK FUCK FUCK IT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!
tonight i am so incredibly happy to alive and that my friends and the people i love the most are alive as well. to those in bad health i love you so so so much. to those in good health i love you so so so much. to those in dark places i love you so so so much. i really want nothing but the best for you and for me and for all of us together.
to my family in england, though i am sure they will not read this, i love you more than anything in the entire world. it brings tears to my eyes as i write this thinking about how i haven’t been able to spend my life with you. those in bad health please please please take care of yourself and know that no matter how far away i am always grateful for the love you’ve shown me and hope that i can show you the same whenever possible.
despite a recent rough patch, i am currently feeling better than i have in a long while. i’ve been living in canada for almost a month now. i am about to go back to school and hopefully make new friends and have some fun times. and also make some good music.
thank you to all my friends, new and old, who have stuck with me to this point. just because you are in texas and i am in canada doesn’t mean i don’t love you the same.
best wishes, please be well, and please take care x
