i’m too afraid to say anything because it will make girls like me less. somehow less than already.
fuck it all.
i’m going to school to be a music person with a bunch of fucking losers who are fucking stupid. i don’t care. fuck everyone even the ones that are nice to me.
i can’t even think straight. fuck fuck fuck fuck it.
i don’t want to fucking live. i want to be attractive. i want to be with someone without making them hate me. i want to believe in god.
