it’s been a rough day. it’s been a rough couple of weeks. it’s been a rough year.
the sun is starting to set. i think burial is one the best artists of these times. along with matthew friedberger. i can’t get over how good some people are at what they do while i blunder about making songs on my phone. it is hard because i actually find my songs to be really good but can’t tell if they even come close to other people’s or if i am just super biased. i guess the real problem is that i even care about this. i’m not going to pretend like i am beyond that sort of thing though. like i am “into it” and i “know all this shit” and i don’t care what anybody thinks or anything. i am a blundering idiot most of the time.
i’m playing at castledrum on the 4th. that will be good. i hope. still deciding if i want to play the new shit or the old shit. new shit will maybe get people dancing. old shit will result in one person telling me “cool show man” afterwards.
on the bright side, i’ve decided to stop caring about things like release dates and other things that people don’t care about yet. nobody cares to wait for a release of mine to be put out, especially when all it takes is me unchecking “hide album” and it’s just me trying to build some kind of hype and suspense. so i’m going to release another EP soon. as soon as i think of a title for it. the working title for it is Watch Me, but i’m not sure if that is too intense for me to use. it makes me feel a little uncomfortable but maybe that’s a good thing. let me know if you think it’s a good idea or not.
