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HEY HERE’S AN IDEA OMG
LET’S BE A COVER BAND OF A COVER BAND OF A COVER BAND. LET’S BE THE FLAVOUR OF THE WEAK!!!!!
it is fucking fists of fury in my head today. i am being a stupid little kid but sometimes i have to be a stupid LITTLE KID.
i am trying to decide which fast food place to grace with my presence and money today. maybe i will think outside the bun and go to taco bell. food poisoning is exactly what i am feeling absolutely shitty about myself enough to think i deserve today, and throughout tonight. then i will spend friday recovering, not dissimilar to that eight hour hangover i had a month ago, then i will spend saturday playing shows (i thought of the why? lineĀ blowing kisses to disinterested bitches as i typed that).
seriously fuck everything. i want to move so fucking badly but i will pretend to love this city so that people won’t get their fucking feelings hurt. like i should be fucking obligated to think this town is anything more than the drunk-tank shithole that it is. maybe i have too high expectations or maybe i’m just sick of settling for bullshit. even my own bullshit. especially my own bullshit.