these last few days have been better. I don’t know if it’s been the lack of actual physical pain, or if I’m just too exhausted to feel so shitty. whatever it is, it seems to be working at least for now. if I were in Austin this would definitely be a spider house kind of night. for some reason being alone was so much more tolerable in those days. this is one of the saddest photos I’ve ever taken. two people who could never truly understand what they meant and still do mean to me.
