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stop the beat a minute i got something to say dre
i went to college station to visit my family and friends a few days ago because it was my birthday (nineteen). the entire time i felt anxious and nervous and just really shitty. avoiding somebody is the fucking worst thing (there’s probably something worse actually) in the world and it makes me want to never go back there, which upsets me because i do enjoy seeing my family and the few real friends that i do have.
it feels really really really good to be back home, alone, and cancer-free.
